2013 2014 resolutions, baby. Starting from the Lunar New Year instead this year, because… why not.
- Be a better friend, partner, daughter, sister, person than I was last year.
- Believe in myself and my capabilities more.
- Don’t blame myself for everything.
- Think before I speak.
- Get over my fear of deep volumes of water.
Tendency to be impulsive has decreased. Very fucking proud of myself.
It’s been almost two years now, but I still haven’t gotten over the novelty of being able to sit down for dinner with my parents most days of the week. After all those years of not being able to while growing up… this feels good. Really good.
When sleep eludes you, you study. Even if it’s the wee hours of the morning and you’d much rather be doing anything but that.
Do you ever feel like you have that one person you know who is more judgemental of you than they are of everyone else?
I have a good feeling about uni this semester. I’m feeling pumped, I’m not feeling ‘eh, can’t be bothered’.
I’m feeling capable.
I’m not sure if it’s because of the subjects I’ve chosen, which have helped me to decide on a tentative-but-hopefully-concrete-by-the-end-of-this-semester plan for the rest of my time at uni in regards to majors and whatnot. Or perhaps it’s because of my new found resolve and determination to make this semester and this year a good one. Well, a better one. I’m not going to let stress get the best of me, I’m going to stay on top of things, and I’m going to make it to June and then to December feeling as good as I do currently. Yes. Yes I fucking will.
I pretty much have a perpetual shin-bruise from work. It’s almost an indicator now of how long it has been between my shifts. Since I’m always standing at the register (boss of reg awyis haha), my poor shin gets bruised at the same spot constantly, so when I’m not at work that bruise slowly goes away.
Listening to my playlist of R. Kelly and B2K to relax in bed and it’s making me miss my human pillow. Because what is better than lying on my warm personal heater of a boyfriend to drift off to sleep :’)
Another year of uni. And once again only on campus three days a week. Hell yeah.
Bring it on, education.
On the mend.
A sigh of relief, a weight lifted.
complications. there just had to be complications.